I just feel so...ugly today. In the literal, physical sense...the emotional sense...just everyway a person can feel ugly and hideous and horrible...it's just been a very bad day, one of the worst kind.

And I can't believe what happened to my friend at work...I feel SO horrible for him...his mother is diagnosed with cancer, he catches his fiance doing stuff she probably shouldn't have, and then she leaves him...for no good reason I'm sure. And he's leaving work; transferring to another location further south so he can take care of his mother.

I'm so sad...and depressive...and lonely...and ugly... *sigh*