college Ehhh... What do you say when you don't know what's going on with your life? You think you know what's going on and you think your life might finally be getting on track but you're never sure.
My life is straightening out, though it's sad that college coming to its end is the largest reason. I can't wait to pick up more hours at work, to just work and work. Earn money, get a bank account again. Technically I have one. But I have less than $5 in there; that counts for little. Maybe I could finally get my car fixed...the knocking struts drive me insane and if I leave it much longer the volume of the radio won't be able to mask it.
But I'm slowly learning how to outsmart the demonic challenges that Eric's family throws at me. His grandmother is set to hating me, that shan't change anytime soon. If it's wrong I did it, even if I'm not involved in any way. It's frustrating, but oh well.
And I saw my bff/brother Matt for the first time in a long time at the end of March. I went to a Modern Prometheus practice {{which was beyond the shiznit with Andy and Brad's amazing epic song}} and invited him to my chorus concert. He said "hellz yeah", lol, and came; to also help celebrate my mom's birthday since she hadn't seen him since Thanksgiving. I thought she was going to cry, haha.
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I can't wait for summer. I just want to see my friends again. Even the annoying ones, oh my gosh the relief of just....having them around. My friend, the one who's home but always with his fiance, has been contacting me more lately. He stayed the night up here with his fiance a few weeks ago. It was fun. And he's been in touch on and off since-so at least I've slowly been rebuilding my social life. And hoping it to continue as such as my friends come home. May is still on with my vampire fiance; she's the shiznit too I must admit, haha.
Well I leave this at a close. For now at least, I leave you optimistically.
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